The sharp ones danced on my skin

I recalled those faces

Staring at me in pain

Cried inside of their heads

I said i shouldn’t have done this

But i paint myself red

Is this how it feels like?

I felt something stinging

But it was nothing compared to the pain

I tried to feel the reality

I failed

Jumping on the real pain

It wasn’t like this

What was on my head

It was worse

I couldn’t bear it

I wanted to end it

But the guts weren’t enough

I always wanted to do it

How did they earn it?

Please let me know

I’d like to join in

The ultimate happiness